Surprisingly the one thing that is keeping me afloat in my withering sense of enclosure is my plan to perhaps move out of my parents abode, somehow construct some semblance of a social life in Kansas City ---from scratch ( I'm willing to try out some pointers), and start rediscovering myself beyond the unwieldy tedium of work....
I think the social life, however, is key. Though I'm in such a state of inertia, my idea of new friends are people who'd like to watch British Sitcoms on PBS Friday night with me.
See, I need help.